i think i'm tired.

it's all my fault.
suddenly i realized that we're actually in a not-serious-relationship. i was wrong. i can't expect some seriousness or commitment in a not-serious-relationship. that's why it's called a "not-serious-relationship". you're right, i only know a plenty of shit about you and i never been in a serious deep meaningful relationship before, and i'm sorry. i've been wrong since months ago, i tried my best to show how much i really care about you and hoping that you'll be "serious" with me in return. i'm sorry if i sounded too serious. this care-about-you thing is not an act, i do really care about you because i love you. but i think i'm tired and starting to gave up on it.