Tuesday, 20 January 2009

i got to be me.

"i got to be me!
i got to be me!
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i got to be me everyone else, was already taken
i got to be me, i got to be me, i got to be me
i got to be me!
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that's right Mr. Tylden, i got to be me.

JR Ewing - Calling In Dead (Full Album 24 MB)

i think i'm tired.

it's all my fault.
suddenly i realized that we're actually in a not-serious-relationship. i was wrong. i can't expect some seriousness or commitment in a not-serious-relationship. that's why it's called a "not-serious-relationship". you're right, i only know a plenty of shit about you and i never been in a serious deep meaningful relationship before, and i'm sorry. i've been wrong since months ago, i tried my best to show how much i really care about you and hoping that you'll be "serious" with me in return. i'm sorry if i sounded too serious. this care-about-you thing is not an act, i do really care about you because i love you. but i think i'm tired and starting to gave up on it.

Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl

Friday, 16 January 2009

what am i to you?

am i really the most special guy in your recent life? then why do you treat me like SHIT?

i still can't believe that you once hoped me to rot in hell after all that i did to you. i wouldn't go that far, i would never curse you. for months i tried my best to show how much i really care about you. and i think i'm tired, because it's going nowhere. uh, fuck it. i don't give a shit about it anymore, i'm ready to be heartbroken.

life's not fair, maybe that's just the way it is.

so what am i to you?

a driver?
an escape?
a lover?
a negative person?
a smartypants person?
a person to-rot-in-hell to?

let's just hope for a miracle.

Sunday, 4 January 2009

New Year's Eve

what are we celebrating? the earth revolved around the sun? a new hope? new resolution?
fuck year resolutions. if we can do it right now, why don't we just do it instead of writing it?

Monday, 15 December 2008

my special someone?

lemme tell you about my special someone,
she's the one who always comfort me when i'm on my lowest point.
she's the one who keeps me company when i'm down with assignments.
she's the one who laughs at my unfunny jokes.
she's the one who digs my stupid weird music (well not really haha).
she's the one who supports me with the things that i do.
she's the one who cares about my unhealthy lip.
she's the one who blahblahblah i could go on for a whole day writing this.
the point is,
she makes me feel good about myself.
we surely got problems sometimes. but remember, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

she once played this third eye blind song on my car, it's titled "Motorcycle Drive By", and since then, i'm in love with this song. thanks for introducing me to another greatness of that vanessa carlton's boyfriend (i remember my elementary school years, i thought i'm the hardest yet coolest kid in school listening to semi-charmed life until i discovered this little thing called 'hardcore' when i was in junior high lol). i love you. ;)


Third Eye Blind - Motorcycle Drive By

"And I never been so alone, and I've never been so alive."

Thursday, 4 September 2008

fuck all blogs!

should i ended this blog or not?
i've been thinking about it since i got no idea what am i gonna write on my stupid blog. because there are already plenty other blogs writing about it! FUCK!

such as :

-Weird/funny Pics blog
-Music blog
-Ranting blog
-News
-nude/sexy celeb pics blog
-Experiences

FUCK ALL BLOGS. i'm fold!

Sunday, 1 June 2008

Last Year : A Beautiful Nymphaea On A Swamp

for me, 2007 is the worst year ever. I hate everything about 2007.

-Adang Darajatun loses to Foke. (foke suck sutiyoso cocks for fame and fortune).
-Got rejected by those assholes in Major Audition @ my college.
-I didn't watch Nouvelle Vague live.
-Dillinger Escape Plan's "Ire Works" is released without their old drummer (Chris Pennie)
-and so on, i am really damned.

The only good thing about 2007 was you.
My favorite moments in 2007 was spending my time with you.

I can't believe how much i love 'Candy' after i heard you sang that Ash song.
Only you can eased my troubled dreams. (ah so lame :p)

Ash - Candy

Saturday, 31 May 2008

The President of Indonesia Is A Fuckin' Liar

so last friday, the Indonesian government raised the price of fuels by 28.7 percent. International prices for oil have risen sharply over the last few years and maintaining a constant low price for fuels has been a drain on the nation's coffers.

which means, our president didn't make his fucken promise that there will be no raised price of fuels in 2008.

so shut your fuckin' mouth Andi Malarangeng, your smartass talk will not safe his ass right now.



Bonde do RolĂȘ - Gasolina (lgk Remix)

Friday, 11 April 2008

FLASHBACK : The (International) Noise Conspiracy Show @ Barbados Café, Kemang, Jakarta. August 18th 2005






i wrote this on the 19th of August, so here it goes :

Last night i watched The (International) Noise Conspiracy ("t(i)nc") show @ Barbados Kemang with That's Rockefeller & Burning Inside as an opening act (they're good but i'm just looking for the (international) noise conspiracy)

Overall, they're good but still....

REFUSED are 10 TIMES FUCKING BETTER than THE (INTERNATIONAL) NOISE CONSPIRACY.

t(i)nc played many songs that night (incl.black mask,smash it up,capitalism stole my virginity, etc). As the encore begins, people starts to yelled many songs that they want to hear from t(i)nc many people yelled to request"Survival Sickness!!" ,etc. I accidently provoked some of the audiences to yell "New Noise" until the lead singer Dennis Lyxzen pointed his hand at me and said "If you want 'New Noise' then you should start your own band.."

damn...the lead singer of refused & international noise conspiracy said that to me....
i really should start my own band man...so anyone interested?





Refused - New Noise

The (International) Noise Conspiracy - Capitalism Stole My Virginity

ayo bikin dosa.

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ayo bikin dosa : let's make a sin

Tuesday, 8 April 2008

fubarization?

FUBAR is an acronym that commonly means "Fucked Up Beyond Any Recognition," (the recognition version was most often used to describe a situation) or the most common translation "Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition." See below for other variations. It is attested in the United States Army and other military settings, as well as civilian environments.


fubarization is a stupid pointless blog. that's all.